Sun, 28 Jan 2007 14:34:00 -0800 (PST)
so sad. im@a bar w/hubby & some of his friends-all of
my friends are sick or getting ovr being sick. i might
as well b here by myself.
Sun, 28 Jan 2007 15:17:07 -0800 (PST)
note 2 self, part 2! god i hate this alone in a crowd
feeling. it just magnifies all other crappy feelings.
thank god this doesnt happen much, if @ all anymore!
and while im not lonely love wise anymore, (though it
sucks not seeing hubby much w/his working so much!) i
am lonely friendship wise. my best friends & i only
get 2 c 1 another but once or twice a yr!
Sun, 28 Jan 2007 22:19:22 -0600 (CST)
note 2 self, part 3! it's 11:10pm now & hubby's asleep nxt 2 me. this
is 1 of those times i'd swear i was having another breakdown. i'm on the
verge of panick. i'm desperately sad, or lonely, i honestly can't tell
which @ the moment. memories r trying 2 get out of my subconscious.
will i evr not b plagued by depression & all it's nasty little ways?!